Wednesday, 5 March 2008

There's more to life than a 22-inch waist

There’s more to life than a 22 inch waist

I hate to admit
From my very first zit
I was caught.

So futile it seems that those teen magazines
That I bought
Could influence ME,
The adolescent rebel.

At fourteen years old
I bought crap to be told
I was fat.

If I wasn’t size eight
I was well overweight,
I believed that!

To believe what I read
Well, it has to be said,
I was dim.

But so hard that I tried
I could’ve just died
To be thin.

Choked myself with fingers
Trying to throw
Weighed myself daily
Hoping not to grow

Just stopped eating
No breakfast or lunch for me
“Gosh, I’ve eaten all day!” I’d say,
Pushing away my tea.

Faddy diet
I would try it
Hold myself in
Yearn to be thin

Food never tasted
Teen years wasted


I wanted to look like a stick!
So I made myself sick!
I couldn’t see
That my curves were womanly

Obsessed by looks and diet books
I forgot about the real me
Embracing their philosophy:

“Girls, to get those men
You really must be a sylph-size 10!”

Wanting to look pre-pubescent
What a brain-washed adolescent.

I could’ve spurned my fears
In those adolescent years
With just one line from the teen-crap editor
With a lot to answer for.

“Make the most of what you’ve got.”

I had a 38-inch bust, 35-inch hips
Eyes of navy blue, full red lips
Super personality, making people laugh
Was far more important than what I looked like in the bath.

And I began to see
What those mags had done to me
They weren’t ashamed
Or afraid
When mind games with young girls they played.

I want teenage girls to know
It’s WHO they are, and WHAT they know

I know.

My hair isn’t long as they’d like it
My belly not flat and taut
My make-up’s not expensive
My beauty can’t be bought.

I’ve got my own personality,
The thing most important to me.
I’ve got my own style
A uniqueness you can see.

I’m different and I’m lovely
And it all comes from within
So sod your mags and diets
‘Cos it’s NOTHING to be thin.

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